oh man okay time to talk about kags and his trust issues, which can probably be seen from the surface of the sun. (see what i did there)
we know that kags feels like he has trouble getting people to trust him (see: his convo with suga “other players’ t-tr -tr trust and stuff” my darling boy) and he ALSO has a GREAT DEAL OF DIFFICULTY with trusting others.
even his first enabling of hinata to hit the spike in that first three-on-three is a…flawed way of dealing with the trust issue, because he’s not really working WITH hinata as much as he is working FOR hinata. like, they’re in sync with each other, but they’re still acting fairly independently. they’re not working TOGETHER in that first three-on-three, and probably all the way up until the. well. the bottles. if that makes sense?
the oddball quick is great and a powerful weapon but kags is doing most of the work because he doesn’t trust hinata to be able to hit it unless kags sets it up just right. (which, side note about the amount of pressure that kags puts on himself to do perfectly. nobody has higher expectations for kageyama tobio than kageyama tobio does. and he doesn’t seem to realize that this is unusual?? his reactions in ‘the strain on the timid’ chapter…)
he’s still got the weight of that middle school match where he tossed it up and nobody was there to hit it on his shoulders. this doesn’t get resolved at all until chapter 90, durig which time kags seems to think he’s completely fine. everyone seems to think kags is completely fine. except possibly hinata, who realizes that even though he may be getting better, nothing’s changing about the quick attack, and that’s all on kags.
the SADDEST thing ever in an anime is when the most cool and collected character who always has their poker face on has a huge emotional breakdown and they let all of their emotions out and they’re just screaming and crying like there is nothing more upsetting than that do you understand
does anyone have the downloading link to yowamushi pedal 28 episode with subs? I mean..it’s out right? It’s not yet out here with russian subs but I know english ones always come out faster so…help I wanna watch it;__;
mamura or shishio and why? :D (personally i prefer mazume cause of the development, but shizume's got this star-crossed-lovers thing going on which is so bittersweet)
I replied before, but Mamura. Mamura all the way and will all my heart. I do want Shishio to be happy, but I still love Mamura way more. What it’s been all the way Shishio’s actions (especially the ones towards Suzume) (AND especially the latest ones) have been incredibly selfish. Okay, it wasn’t selfish when he ‘let her go’ back then, but now he just crosses everything off and goes for it, not thinking about how Suzume would feel and not thinking about the consequences of his actions. He’s the mature adult, but if I’m honest he’s been the one acting like a child.
And it’s just…nah. The way I see it is that Mamura wants to be with Suzume to make her happy. To devote himself to her, to cherish her as he said. Most of all he wants her to be happy even though he understands that her heart isn’t yet completely devoted to him. He considers it and allows her to take time, not rushing things for his own satisfaction, not using HIS chances. Just for the sake of making her happy and comfortable with him.
Shishio though, even though really wants to be with Suzume and even though he tried to do things that are better for HER is still…kind of failing it. I feel the main difference is that if Mamura wants to be with Suzume for her sake, then sensei wants to be with her for HIS sake. Yes, he does not want to hurt her feelings, and YES he tries to do what best and he TRIES to act like an adult but the truth is, he’s failing. He follows his own feelings and desires without thinking too much about everyone else. For his own sake.
I might not be right, but that’s at least the impression I have for their relationships. I still love all the characters and want them to be happy, but I do believe that Mamura is the one who’s able to make Suzume happy.
Dear Viria, I've been looking at your blog for a year now, and now that I finally have the courage to talk to you, I love your art. It inspires me so much, and last year was so tough for me, and it literally kept me sane, just looking and concentrating on how you draw. This year, I started to cut. But your art keeps me going. Thank you, Viria, for your beautiful art, beautiful soul, and amazing everything. Thank you.
thank you so much, but dear please don’t cut yourself:(
Viria I just wanted to let you know that you have been improving greatly over the years and your art has been an inspiration to me and to many of my friends. Don't stop what you are doing because I as well as many others believe you will go far.
I hate it when you say "I forgot how to draw" because I say it too and when I say it my drawings don't look healthy, happy, or even human but when you say it we can at least tell what it is you "tried" to draw
You know though…the way you see my stuff isn’t quite the same I see it. I couldn’t draw anything decent for ages god and it felt like I forgot how to anything ever=__= Artblocks aren’t nice, it doesn’t matter if you consider yourself good or bad, you still feel like crap about your art. It’s a normal process for everyone. Including artists you consider better than yourself.
i'm just curious, since you watch all this animes and all... Do you ever watched hunter x hunter or sekai-ichi hatsukoi? They are my favorites (besides fullmetal, junjou romantica and free!), so i was thinking if did you ever was interesting about it. Sorry for my english, it's not my native language too.
your English is fine:)
I haven’t heard about the second one you suggested, but I see hunter x hunter going on around quite a lot, so I considered wathing it for a while now..heh I should probably.
things are so crazy right now. i need help. I NEED SOMEBODY TO HELP ME. oh gosh i can't do this anymore, today i was about to kill myself. FUCK. I can't. i just realized my friends don't give a fuck about me. they never did. it was only me trying to justify their careless actions in every way possible. i'm alone now. i really need to go away, to die. i'm going crazy, i spend my days in my bed, sometimes i scream and cry, i can't eat anymore i've lost 4 kg in a month. i need to die. i'm ALONE
You might be alone now, but you know, no one stays alone forever. I think it’s just not possible…
If you want to know my opinion though, I think it’s better to be alone than to have ‘friends’ who don’t care about you. Are you really willing to kill yourself because of people who didn’t even care?
The phrase that my mother told me once is just..so fitting in this situation so I will just write it down:
If you killed youself for someone who doesn’t care about you, then it’s pointless, because they don’t care. But what if you killed youself and they do care? Then you’ve made a horrible mistake.
Dude, I can’t really sugar coat anything today, so I will just say it the way I can now. You’ll be the one missing the most if you kill youself. DO YOU EVEN REALIZE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO SO MUCH? Like, yeah. Everything sucks in your life right now. SO WHAT? IS IT REALLY FUCKING WORTH IT TO JUST THROW EVERYTHING YOU MIGHT POTENTIALLY HAVE IN YOUR FUTURE JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE ALONE NOW? ALL THESE PEOPLE YOU’LL MEET? THINGS YOU’LL DO? ARE YOU REALLY WANT TO KILL YOUSELF BECAUSE OF FEW PEOPLE WHO DIDN’T CARE?
ARE you even
Your life is the most precious thing that you will Ever have. Throwing it away because it sucks NOW is stupid. IT WILL get better, man. IT WILL. For now, find something to distract yourself from your suffering. Do something. Do something you never did before, clean your room, I don’t know anything can help. Just don’t lie down in your bed ‘cherishing’ how damn bad you feel, it won’t help you.
You will meet people who will truly care about you, either in real life or in the internet. You will. So just…keep going dude. The worst thing you can do to you is to kill yourself.