Did you ever feel really, REALLY sad until the point that... you know, think of end everything?
I did and do sometimes feel really really sad.
but I’d never consider \end everything. I don’t think it’s worth it, frankly. You’ll never know what will happen in a day or two or a month, so I am stubborn enough to find out even though I mindlessly hate my life.
Your OCs are nammed Rick and Jo like Rick Riordan and JK Rowling. Coincidence ? I think not.
haha you’re like the third person who mentioned that, but it really is a coincidence hahah
Rick was named Rick far before I even knew more about Riordan, and Jo was named like a few days ago? One person have sent me a few suggestions in which was Johanna and I figured that Jo would be definitely something she could go with:3
hello viria, this is kind of stupid (maybe you get this asked a lot or perhaps you´ve don't :/ ) but I noticed you have a piercing on your ear cartilage, did it hurt?, I've always wanted to have a piercing there but I´m afraid it might hurt just like a piercing in the ear lobe (then again i'm kind of a wimp)
heh, well I’ve done it like…mm 3-4 years ago? and to be honest it didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would. Because it was done with that special ear..em..that special thing that makes you a piercing really fast and that I don’t know how to call in English.
though, it haven’t gotten completely healed for quite a while (not like I actually had many troubles with it but still), the hair didn’t exactly help.
but I know that everyone has it differently:) Personally I think it wasn’t much pain:3
will you be able to reply to minuiko's comic any time soon?
I don’t know! I am sorry I keep you all waiting for such a long time, but I really don’t have time enough to draw anything that takes more than like an hour or two. And I have no inspiration to..Like, I’ve figured what I want to go on there and there but I still can’t find myself into the mood to actually finish it…At this point I am like..half way through?
Okay dude I'm not trying to put you down. If you do see this and decide to answer you'll probably say something sarcastic in your opinion. I wanted to tell you that you're literally so full of yourself your head couldn't get any bigger. (If you don't understand this figure of speech look it up) One day people aren't going to take anymore of your bullshit. So try to cool off before answering I know people cross the line by far but it doesn't mean you have to trash them publicly for the fun of it.
I understand that figure of speech just fine.
Not sure what I did this time, though…
and, face it, you are trying to put me down. Otherwise you wouldn’t be careful enough to make sure I’d understand your expression.
Also, how about you actually explain how am I that full or myself? Like, ok, you have this opinion and you decide to write it to me, congrats. But why not explain what exactly I do that make you see me as ‘full of myself’? Because I honestly don’t quite agree to that..probably because I am that full of myself.
Do You use makeup , high-hills or does girly stuff???
by girly stuff..do you mean killing men and then bath in their blood?
if seriously though..Yes, I do use make up because I am more comfortable with it and just prettier. I mindlessly hate wearing high hills so I barely ever do (like I have one pair or something with ‘hills’ and they still aren’t hills and wedge-heel em..shoe? (no idea how it’s in English) and I wore them like, 3-4 times at all? nah, I love it when I am comfortable on my feet.
girly stuff..what is considered girly stuff, exactly? if being stereotypical, I am fond of shopping but still barely actually do it…mm I am probably more of a tomboyish girl than a girly girl, if I think about it.
Dude I hate to say this but "Not considering something Natural" IS being against it. I totally get why you're separating the things you're comfortable with your parent seeing but it seems like it's important that you be aware of that, if only because the things you say reach a wide audience, and it's really disheartening as a queer individual to see someone say thing like "I'm not against it I just dont think it's natural"
I wasn’t talking about myself, I was talking about my mother.
And, I am not sure, I might have chosen the wrong word for this..But I really don’t exactly know how my mother feels about it. We haven’t had that talk besides the fact that she knows I support love no matter what. I can’t justify it because I don’t know the whole thing, but personally (in my understanding), being \against\ something takes more..offensive way. While my mother is pretty neutral as far as I know.
But yeah, she might be stricter about it than I am because she was raised in different times with different opinions.
(WDM) tomorrow I have to go back to school. I can't face them. They r so disappointed in me. How can I be fail Health? Health! Of all classes I am so stupid that I can't even pass Health class. I don't won't to see my friends. I don't even have any real friends. None that I am so close to that I can tell them anything. Im always alone. At home. Walking home. At school. At lunch. It doesnt help that everyone hates me. Especially my teachers. OMG what if my parents find out? What am I gonna do?...
what r they gonna think of me? They aren’t even my real parents, but those ones abandoned me too. She isn’t even my 2 mother. SHE IS MY 4TH! People just come and go into my life and leave scars and feel like they can just leave me with a blade in my lap and expect me not to use it. If I wake up in the morning it’s going to be the same thing: shower, eat, school, more scars, sleep, eat, cry, sleep. And over again. Nothing else happens. Sure I pretend I’m fine. No one even has a clue……..
and it’s not like they would care if they did. Everyone hates me anyways. What’s even the point? Why am I here. All I do is annoy everyone else. “Will shut up!” “Will stop being so gay” “Will ur stupid”. Tbh no one ever says these outloud but it’s what they r thinking. It’s surely what everyone thinks. Even my best friend who isn’t my friend anymore was warned not to hang out with me when we first met. People talk about me behind my back. Everyone avoids me. Why? What did I do?…….
It’s just one thing after another. Abandonment, death, rejection, abandonment, rejection, death. The cycle just keeps happening. Why am I cursed? Even my art stinks lately. I can’t finish any of my stories, I can finish my sketches (the eyes r wrong or the figure is warped). Everything I do just fails. My grades suck because I’m stupid, my art sucks because I am bad, my stories are horrible because I am an idiot. What am I supposed to do? I can’t wake up tomorrow. I don’t want to…..
s so bad about death anyway? As long as it is peaceful… No, I want it to be painful, because at least I’ll know it wasn’t a dream. No one is gonna miss me. I only have 14 followers and my family doesn’t give a shit. They’ll be better off. I’m in the way. Useless. Rambling on and on about me to u. U don’t even know me. I don’t even know u. I guess your the only person I can talk to. I’m an anon anyway and u probably won’t even see this. Like always I’m nothing. Invisible. Goodby sorry
I feel like it was pretty much not possible to see such a long message, not to mention like I feel it must be answered even though most likely I won’t have a single clue what to say.
I guess I don’t have it..this bad, but these days, I really really understand how you feel. Like being tired of everything and being alone and tired of being tired and stuff. but..I think that you’re really getting yourself down.
You’re right, I don’t know you nor that you know me, but I still think that you give yourself a very, very hard time. Obviously I don’t even know people that surround you, but I even if I don’t, I suppose it’s not possible for you to know exactly how they feel about you and what’s going through their minds. You can’t know exactly what they think; even if they told you, you still see this through your spectrum of emotions and senses, so it still would be different. So maybe, just maybe, people don’t actually hate you.
Bad grades? So? I don’t quite think grades is something that would make you a bad person. Which is much more important than grades. Not that bad grades are unfixable. If you can’t get good grades and it’s bothering you, if you work but still don’t get good grades, then you only need to work harder. Even if you work hard already, and your grades don’t make you satisfied. Work harder. Spend more time studying.
Knowledge won’t fell on you from the sky, you know. You have to earn it. I know that for some people it’s easier, they can remember things faster, but it doesn’t mean you can’t do it. You aren’t someone else. You are you, and you should work in your own way, not looking back at the others unless they stimulate you.
You seem pretty unstimulated to me, though.
Your art is ‘bad’? It won’t get any better if you keep rambling about how bad it is, doing nothing. Just as studying, or even personality, it also needs work. You won’t wake up good. It doesn’t happen like this no matter how much we’d wish for that. Try to see art as the way to express yourself, if nobody listens to you. Just..draw what you feel. Or draw how you want to feel, draw things that would make you dream and that would give you hope. I know it’s hard to get satisfied with your work, but if you aren’t yet it doesn’t mean you won’t be. The more you draw the better you become, so don’t give it up just because it ‘stinks’ now. Art blocks happen, but they also pass.
I..I guess I can only suggest you to move on, even though it seems to be like the shittiest move on ever. Nobody is destined to be alone forever. *I keep telling this to myself for I-have-no-idea-how-long*, and even though this idea sometimes breaks, I still sort of hope for that.
Everything we do gets back to us, eventually, forget it sounds cliche. It does. Maybe if you be..I don’t know, kinder to people they would be kinder to you? I know some people are assholes, but what you can do is not to join them and become a decent human being. *not like you aren’t already, I don’t know you*, but still…mmm
ah man I don’t know what else to say, it’s all probably going to be useless anyway but..just..hope for the better no matter how much life seems to suck right now?
Sometimes I don't understand why gay and lesbian kissing and stuff is considered NSFW, but straight kissing art (that phrase madeno sense) is considered okay. Or is that just your preference?
It’s not my preference. I happened to be silly enough to give my mother the link to my main blog so she could watch my drawings when she’s far away (and she’s pretty far away like all the time)..so if it wasn’t for this I’d submit everything straight up to the main blog.
but since my mother is not exactly..\into it\ I submit everything I wouldn’t want her to see to that so called nsfw blog so I’d avoid unnecessary that make me uncomfortable.
Headcanon: After losing his achilles spot Percy begins to notice that he is suffering some "side effects" in the place where the spot used to be, Annabeth uses it to her advantage and Percy is completly helpless when she touches him there.
Just a slight suggestion, you draw percy's eyes kinda small. in your nsfw blog art tag, there was some perico and nicos eyes were big but percys are not. dont get me wrong, i love your art, it was just a little suggestion :)
well maybe that’s because this is how I want to draw Percy?
his eyes look fine to me..no to mention Nico is supposed to have bigger eyes, nah..