viria, i've had a problem over the last couple weeks where my friends started hating me for no reason and I've asked them what I've done to be ignored but they never respond. They all unfollowed me on instagram and every time they see me they get really bummed then when i leave i see them start whispering. how can i keep living like this? I started think would they miss me if i just died and I'm really shy so its REALLY hard to make new friends, please help you always have amazing advise
You know….as much as it would probably suck to read it from me, I think it’s better to be alone than to have people like these ‘so called friends’ around you. If people are truly your friends, they won’t start ‘hating you for no reason’, they won’t start talking about you behind your back, and they won’t JUST suddenly forget about your existance. Following someone on instagram or hanging out with someone is not something that determine friendship, and I’m sorry to say it, but those people…were not friends.
Even IF you did something wrong, if someone considers you a friend they won’t just completely abandon you forever without saying a single thing, at least I wouldn’t.
I think it’s better to be alone than being involved in this sort of relationship. Even though being alone sucks. It’s still better than to play in this fake friendship and having it stub you in the back later once you need to actually trust or rely on those people.
I mentioned it a few times before, but I feel like the situation is fitting. A few years ago my mother told me a thing and I will probably never forget it. She said that if you killed yourself for someone who didn’t care about you, nothing will change, they still don’t care. But if you killed yourself and they DID care? You made a horrible unfixable mistake. It sounded different in russian, but the idea is the same.
I’m not exactly the easy going type myself, it’s been three years and I still don’t have anyone super close in my university even though I have good relationship with everyone out there and I really like those people. There are a few people, even though they live far away, whom I can really trust despite all the distance, and who managed to get through my \why do you keep talking to me\ stage.
It’s hard to find the right people sometimes, but it’s not impossible;) It happens when you expect it the least, so you just have to allow yourself to live long enough for this surprise to happen^^
I feel like not only has your drawing talent improved but your creativity is just getting better and better - that last Tokyo ghoul (is that how you spell it sorry I don't watch it) was so beautiful it actually took my breath away for a moment!
hey, how do you color your lineart? because its not clearly stated in your tutorial (or maybe i didnt notice). do you use wand tool or you have some magic trick? i'm confused, thanks.
Um but….I think it’s explained fine?
in step 4, and then step 5. click the thing that says “click it”, (preserve opacity); and then colour it with different colour. And that’s the whole trick… Unless you don’t use paint tool sai but something else, I’m not much help here.
Also if you open the jpg or png image with your lineart, colouring the lineart with a different shade won’t work either, because the layer with lineart isn’t seperated, therefore preserve opacity will work with the whole picture, including white background and just colour the whole thing.
Viria, a friend showed me your art last year and I've been amazed by it ever sense. Thank you so much for being amazing, you have no idea how ridiculously happy your blog makes me and I probably sound weird but I'm really extremely grateful to you <3 Thank you so much, words can't even express I just wow <3
A quick question: do you ship Kagehina? Sometimes it looks like you do, sometimes it looks like you look at it as a bromance so I'm not sure. Sorry for being this curious.
hahaha, oh man, I’m not sure either!
I guess I’m mostly for their friendship (STILL am), but I grew to sort of appreciate the romantic side in good fanart and fanfics. I can definitely see why so many people love it, but I kind of…try to prove to myself that the relationship doesn’t have to be romantic to be amazing and important? Either way, as long as they are still losers I’m fine with their relationship interpreted however people want XD
im a bad person who thinks bad thoughts like ‘ew what is that girl wearing’ and then remember that im supposed to be positive about all things and then think ‘no she can wear what she wants, fuck what other people say damn girl u look fabulous’ and im just a teeny bit hypocritical tbh
I was always taught by my mother, That the first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are.