here goes the rant.
honestly, I am always trying to ignore this. Whenever people say so. But, I just can’t control all those negative emotions things like this cause into me.
I thought you were her.
NO. I_WAS_NOT. I AM NOT.
How many times I have to say I am not her, I do not want to have her style, I do not copy it and I am trying as hard as I can to branch off. Even despite how brilliant she is.
The person had no a clearest idea it would cause these emotions in me, but seriously.. How much I will have to wait to forget about it?
Because everytime I get a message like this I just start wondering. What if they are right? What if my drawings do really resembles burdge’s so much and people only like my drawings just because it’s similar to hers and everyone loves burdge so much? what if? I know the techniques are different, but what if I still didn’t branch off. I just..aghh
this is something I now regret so much.
just.make.me.forget.about.it.
and sorry for that.I hope this is the last time but I suspect it’s not.
